do you... says:
do you feel alone?
do you feel left out?
do you feel that everyone around you is leaving you?
do you feel disappointed?
do you feel that by dying will be the only way that you can solve all the problems?
do you...
practically all these questions came to my mind sometime ago.. even right now... but then whats the use? no one cares... no one bothers.. nobody knows... you live your life and they live their own life..
but, do you ever feel that sometimes you are living in a dream?
dreams are wonderful places.. places that make you happy... places to let you think that dreaming is good... they give you hope.. and you will always think that the future is bright for you.. you are always high up in the sky, carefree, problemless...
but, do you know reality?
reality is cruel.. they pull you down from your dream and they throw you in hell and slams the door at you.. no future no life.. you feel that everything is changing, life is changing, everyone is changing... but you still have to carry on living...
this is what everyone will go though... even me... i was once dreaming... everything gave me hope... i felt love, cared, bothered.. but now, welcome to reality... i fell down from the sky and went to hell.. this make me feel that dreams are all fake... and dreams are for yuckies...
just when you need someone to depend on, a shoulder to cry on.. you find no one.. is that the life i am going through now?
AHTu sign out..
AHTu ouTZ
